Worthy

Starlit scarlet shined in my teary eye
As in darkness, I fell apart.
I helplessly watched my hope die
While fear impaled the blooming dreams in my heart.

Others saw me as a delusional dreamer in the dark
& to them, I was the unwanted enigma.
They ignored my soul’s symphonic spark
So I quietly carried my social stigma.

Like a Rubik’s cube, I was a beautiful mess
& the complex algorithm of my life none could understand.
Feeling worthless I carried my stress that I couldn’t express
Until you entered my life & gently held my hand.

The autumn breeze gently perfumed the air
While under the shade of a tulip tree, one day we met.
The blossoms glided like snow, upon your jet black hair
As you said things to me, that I will never forget.

In terror, my helpless heart used to shrink
While others’ stripped my confidence from pole to pole.
Yet you told me not to care about what others think
As with your unconditional love, you healed my aching soul.

Having lost everything in life, insecurities slithered underneath my skin
But you came as a blessing from high heavens above.
By losing your heart to my rhymes you
immortalized my solitary
& I felt worthy… felt worthy of your divine love.

Note: Heard the song Creep by Radiohead? Well that’s how I felt for a long duration of my life, I’ve tried to fit-in & be accepted by people around me but I terribly failed in that… I was a cynical scoundrel (perhaps still am to some extent), but regardless of my darkness when I started this blog you embraced me with your love & understanding. I may not be able to express the true extent of love for my followers but hope understand how grateful I really am , towards you all. Through this poem I also want to express is that everyone is worthy of something special like this & those who believe in your goodness would support you even when you feel lost in your worst condition.

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75 thoughts on “Worthy

  1. “So I quietly carried my social stigma.” I really love that line!
    This is extremely well-written and powerful. Sad at the beginning, but slowly getting hopeful by the end. Beautiful poem πŸ™‚

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  2. Sidharth, this is a truly beautiful poem…very eloquent! The poem about stars is also lovely. You are such a talented writer and have a beautiful soul.

    I think many of us who are blogging have found it to be a godsend in these isolating and unsettling days of the caronavirus.

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    1. Thank you so much Cheryl. Your comments that’s decorated with the goodness of your heart always light up my face with a smile. Thank you for your readership and support! πŸ™‚πŸ™

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  3. There is a phase of life that not all have the chance to go through. When the hopes are dead and helps are lost. To put it to words is a task, and you did a great job at that. And amidst of all that, to meet someone who assures us to hold our hand and tread on together is really no less than a blessing!! I am glad that you were bestowed with the same.πŸ’«βœ¨

    The Rubik’s cube metaphor was awesome.😍

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    1. Not met my dream girl, so it’s not in that context lol. It’s more like a gratitude that I have for my followers who supported me despite my strange inclination towards darkness. It’s followers and fellow bloggers like you who make me feel like someone more than I could ever have been, really. Thank you for your readership and support πŸ™πŸ˜

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      1. Ohh!πŸ˜…
        You get the love you deserve Sidharth. It’s a pleasure for me always. 😍
        Btw, you can check out my site to read my latest posts whenever you feel free to do that. πŸ˜ŠπŸ’«

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  4. And i should remind you still mot to care abt people’s opinions or try hard to fit in within a community for those who will love you will love you the way you are ~ great piece dear~πŸ’πŸ™ˆπŸ₯°

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  5. “Like a Rubik’s cube, I was a beautiful mess
    & the complex algorithm of my life none could understand.”
    Stunning and so creative comparison!
    The best thing is how you’ve dedicated this beautiful poem to your followers on the blog. That truly speaks of the magnanimity of your heart! ❀❀

    Keep writing and edifying us.😊

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  6. Gorgeous poem! I love the subtle rhymes and your metaphors are so lovely. Thank you for sharing your poetry. You’ve earned yourself a follow.

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    1. I’m really happy to know that you like that song, it perfectly describes the feeling that I’ve felt for a long period of time. I’m humbled & obliged by your lovely feedback! Your kind words made my heart melt with delight. 😊

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