Note: Life never fails to constantly remind us about our shortcomings and flaws. Yet there might be some people whose perception about us (regardless of our flaws), gives a new meaning to our life… A new perspective to our existence. Sometimes I feel like a dandelion because there are moments, when being an introvert I’m socially awkward, incapable of sustaining good conversations, yet you never fail to infuse my life with your love and support. Thank you so much for all your encouragement and support, your love breathes in a sense of purpose to my existence. ❤️
Note: Nothing is permanent in life, due to the unpredictability of life in various circumstances, situations & even people change as the wheel of life carelessly moves on. Sometimes my precious, I hope if ever we arrived at a juncture where we were to go on our separate ways then I wish that the fragrance of our love, the glory of our good times together will still illuminate in your heart. I’ve always dedicated my every breath to make you smile, hopefully, if/when I’m not around then still a memory of me will smile in your tears.
Note: There are times when we all feel insecure & vulnerable, there are times when we are unsure about our situation when confronted by inner misery. It’s perfectly alright to be scared but at the same time, one shouldn’t permanently remain in the shadows of his/ her demons. Face your fears with fortitude & let your roar transform your agony into a platform, where your bravery blossoms in its divine splendor.
Note: I often find myself emotionally stranded in a tug of war between my fears and my dreams. I don’t know what the future might hold for me, but despite the constant fear of my fall, I’ll always drift in the direction of my dreams with a hope to learn to fly someday.
Note: This quote is inspired by a conversation I had with one of my followers on Instagram. She thought I was quite brave as a person because she never saw me flinch with fear but honestly speaking, at the end of the day I too am a human. There are situations when I break from within feeling scared, not knowing what might happen but I stare at my demons right in the eye because I know every fear, every agony has a purpose. Just like my demons I too have a purpose – & that is to learn from them by confronting them. So my point is bravery isn’t about the lack of fear, it’s about having the intent to bite the bullet when deep down your heart trembles with terror. Please let me know what’s your perception/ definition of bravery, I would love to hear from you. ❤
Note: Destiny creates a cruel illusion at times.. just when you think that you have found your soulmate, reality painfully breaks this illusion making you realize that your aspiration of a soulmate is merely an unfulfilled desire. For even though, light and dark give a meaning, a purpose to eachother’s existence yet they are destined to be eternally separated.
Note: There are times when surrounded by a distinctively different crowd, you try to fit in but you simply aren’t able to do & that’s when you might feel emotionally lost from within. At such point of time, you must remember that you are complete in your own self. Do not compromise on your true self for the purpose of meeting the expectations of others for you are not a lost star in a galaxy… you, my precious, are an entire universe within a star.
Note: Sometimes the sound of the most agonizing cries gets lost under the shadow of a moment’s madness🥀. Your little act of kindness could make a world of difference in someone else’s life.
Note: Sometimes it’s easy to pretend a fake smile to hide your sorrow rather than to break down in tears. Some scars can have an emotional effect way menacing than the physical ones & you might never know the pain that breathes behind a glorious fake smile.
Note: I’ve always felt that love has a spiritual dimension to it which makes it more precious and meaningful than lust. Celebrate the purity of love for it is eternal, while the physical beauty shall fade away with time and lust shall corrupt the bond like a disease.
Note: In life, we all play different roles, but personally the role that I value the most is that of being a protector. A protector who secretly acts like a shield between the vicious bullets of life and you, to ensure that you aren’t harmed in any way.
Trying to be a protector I try to sustain your happiness in whatever way I can. It’s a terrible & terrifying feeling when I see you suffer. It impales me with a sense of helpless when I can’t keep you happy. I guess at the end of the day I’m just a human, a mere mortal who can fail at times as well… So amidst the stormy situations of your life if I can’t be a harbinger of happiness for you, then I won’t abandon you either. In the eye of the storm, I’ll still be holding your hand, wiping your tears… Trying to protect you in whatever way I possibly can.
Note: Perhaps this blog did start when I was intoxicated by an incorruptible sense of darkness. It wasn’t my thoughts, it wasn’t my rhymes, it wasn’t my raw emotions that made this blog, a glorious entity…. but instead, it was your love & support with which you blessed this blog that made it glorious. Amidst the darkness of my words its the light of your love that weave a spellbinding magic. Thank you so much, for touching my life with your generosity. ❤
Note: It’s sad that these days lust is misunderstood as a form of love & women become the victim of this atrocious misunderstanding. This post is just a humble request to all the men & through this wish to convey that this world is full of toys & gadgets for you to play with, so don’t play with a woman’s heart. You entered this world through a woman, so please don’t hurt any other woman in anyway. Learn to value women for all the various roles they selflessly play in our lives because they truly are God’s most beautiful creations.
Dear Readers/ Followers,
Recently I got a wonderful compliment from one of my followers when she said that I have a unique way of making the words bleed with emotions, she could relate with my bleeding words & that’s something she loved about my writing style.
That generous compliment made me smile, as deep down I thought to myself that it’s me who bleeds through my words. I started this blog when I was at my lowest. There are people who look up to me with high hopes & I knew I couldn’t break, I knew I couldn’t let their high hopes break…. It was also at this depressing juncture when I came to terms with the fact that crying is a luxury that will always elude me.
This blog served as a secret self-therapy for me, as it enabled me to talk about the various nightmares that plagued my depressed brain, but you guys (all my followers & readers) took out your precious time to read the stuff I wrote & also blessed my blog with your unconditional love. With time as my blog was illuminated with your love, this silent therapy of mine turned into a way of touching the lives of others around me. The darkness that once terrified me now is a form of pleasure because you dazzle my darkness with your glorious smiles. It’s because of you all that bleeding through my words seems worthwhile.
Trapped in the various aspects of life, I know I’m rather inconsistent with my blog but just wanted to take out time to express my gratitude towards my every follower and reader. Thank you so much for your beautiful love and support, it certainly continues to provide a new meaning to my existence.
Note: When life presented me with a 100 reasons to cry, my readers & followers gave me a 1000 reasons to smile, so this post is specially dedicated to everyone who took out time to go through my posts. Words can’t express how grateful I am to you. ❤
Note: Sometimes we tend to take our various blessings of life for granted to such an extent that we only end up crying in darkness once we are deprived of them. Please value the people who love you unconditionally, for they are the true definition of blessings in your life. Like a blessing, you might not see them often, but deep down you know that they’ll be there for you in your darkest hour. Hence please don’t take anyone’s affection, respect or compassion towards you for granted as it might be too late to attain it again once their gone from your life..
Note: Nothing causes more pain than unfulfilled expectations, despite being well aware of that we sometimes hold expectations that can’t be fulfilled. That’s why I personally do not hold any expectations from anyone/ anything in life. I have dreams, I am a dreamer but I’m not a slave of expectations. What’s your outlook regarding our human expectations?